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A Deeply personal track about the loss of loved ones and mental and physical health.
lyrics
“Can You Hear Me Now?”
I ran so far away.
Just to get away from all this pain.
I thought my body was temple but it’s a place for penitence.
And now I know that it’s a god damn prison sentence.
I have to get out
I can’t take this anymore.
And I will run so far away, I’ll run so far away that you forget my name.
I was left here
To face this on my own
I still love you but why the fuck did you leave me all alone?
I know it wasn’t your fault
You didn’t choose to die
But that doesn’t change the fact that I’m still haunted by its design
I spent my whole life trying to deal with this weight
Too many nights crying alone till I couldn’t even see straight.
And it’s so hard knowing nothing I do
Nothing I do is going to bring you back to me.
Can you hear my screams in the dark, I’ve been calling out, calling out to you?
They say God lives inside of you and if that’s true my body is an abandoned temple over grown with demons, over grown with demons, they’re scratching to get their way out.
I hate that I can't trade places with the dead
they have to be the lucky ones
or is that all in my head.
They don't have to deal with what they left
I wish I could just give up
Everytime I have had enough
I think of what you said
" life's only worth living if you are willing to fail"
so drag myself out of bed and proceed to fail again
figure out what takes to actually make amends
While breaking at the bends
a torrid love affair with depression that never seems to end
Just stops shortly and begins again
credits
released January 5, 2020
Single art: Amanda Severs
Mastering: Alex St Cin at Lighthouse Sounds
Recorded and Mixed: Biff Knarly
Additional vocals: Drew Goble
All Instruments done by Biff Knarly
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